don't know why suddenly this guy, bradley appears few days ago at my msn...
he sent me message and ask me to give him a chance...
well, he remember what are my conditions of boyfriend which must be a christian first...
he also said that he has a bible with him and he read it too
he also said that he make friends with christians and go to church with them...
he also said that he miss me so much...
he also said that he will love me and cares for me always...
well...
all but words only...
i have to admit that if any girl hears this kind of words, her heart must be melted and feel so sweet
me too... feel so sweet
but after that feeling gone, i don't know whether it is the will of God that He is the one who send by Him?
he is not the guy that i want...
maybe now he can say thousand words that he goes to church, he reads bible
but anything can change...
so i just stay calm and stand still and observe
i know he is not the one and i don't plan to have any relationship now because of the posting
i dont like long distance relationship because i know i cant manage it
wherever God wants me to go, then i will go
i know at that place.. God already prepared what i need and what i should do over there... which is to serve Him...
future is uncertain but God is always faithful standing ahead of me and prepare the way for me to walk on...
whatever this guy does, i will just stand still and try to be a good role model for him as a christian so that he will know more about God and His love towards him...
i need to stand firm and not be influenced by others...
i know richard gets a new gf and who is a non christian...
although he says that he read bible and ODB everyday with her...
i cant judge anyone and especially brother and sister in Christ because i din have the right to judge...
i must judge myself first... dont fall into the same temptation again and again...
i rather choose a mature christian guy together with because i dont want to take risk
and i know God wont be happy if i yoke together with a non christian...
be friend is ok, be couple... NO.. NO... NO!!!
i know i will meet someone who will match perfectly with me in the future... and i know God already prepared someone for me.. i just need to wait patiently...
