last welcome party in IPRM

tonight i attend a welcome party organized by the junior to welcome the new junior. Welcome them for joining this big family in IPRM and because i planned to sleep late for the wet hair after the bathing after the welcome party, i choose to drink CHAM BING!!! and the result is the CHAM BING is so great that i cant even fell sleepy now which is 5am!!! oh my God!!! how can i survive tomorrow?!

really need to do something and i think i will feel sleepy after writing this blog~
really it's a yi han that no.9 din join the welcome party for his leg has injured....
guys really dunno how to take good care of themselves... just go and play!!!
even injured also nvm? just like that Dino the dinosaur at kampar...
hope that he will get well soon....

last welcome party is a very special one because it's different from the previous one and it's about detective game... quite nice and surprise for me although my group seems so hurry and busy to get the real murderer... but actually it's not the point that who's the fastest to get the real murderer... after finish the game, my group which is the first group that reach the place need to sit down and wait for the other groups to arrive and complete their games... o God... really tired and boring that it's need to wait wait wait and wait....

another good thing from this welcome party is that it provide souvenir which is a key chain.. quite memorable and good haha... not bad oh... this last time....

note: songs at my fm at midnight very nice oh~~~ ><
it's time to sleep!!!
tomorrow is a great day for me (actually is today!)

keep the dead body? or believe in resurrection?

this is what i learn in the message given by the speaker in Agape Church in seremban here... It a warm church but what i cannot accept is their speaking in tongues during the worship... Same as worship team like baptist church last friday, but it's totally different outcomes... i went to this church together with Rachel who is also from a brethen church (gospel hall)... we have many thinking in commons and we share a lot after the experience we had in this Agape Church... In the way back to maktab, we chat a lot and we planned to go and experience more different type of church in seremban here...

for i planned to find poh this friday and at the same time go to have a look at PC fair and times square, i planned to attend the setapak gospel hall together with poh... wanna to make sure poh attend church on sunday and wish to get more experience... good news is that rachel also wish to join me to that setapak church haha... what a nice date.... hope to have a good time there for i have went to that church before and the people over there is very warm...

talking about friendly and warm, rachel and i also discussed about it that both of us also realise that our church people lack of warmness and friendly when new comers attend our worship... but i thank God that my church is upgrading and improving now... we are much better than last time...

i wish the church will be improved also in the bible study every friday... that's why rachel and i also wish to join the cell group the church at seremban, not the brethen church but the other churches so that we may see more, experience more and learn more from others...

i know that somethings may be useful and some maybe not.... we need to think wisely to accept what's good and reject what's not good...

the message talked in the Agape church really talk to my heart and i thank God that He brings me to this church and get his message from the speaker...

i should not keep finding the dead body and looking at my past...
i should look beyond the dead and believes in resurrection NOW
roll away the stone in my heart so that Jesus will comes and make miracles in my life...
make me to have a new beginning and new creation!!!

really thankful to have bro and sis in Christ in my life to encourage me all the time~
really feel blessed by Him ^^

worship concert & conference

this weekend is a busy weekend for me because of the worship concert on friday night and worship conference on saturday ^^

really like the way how they worship the Lord, enjoy it and really feel the joy to worship the Lord... learn a lot too during the conference... although i like the way they worship the Lord, it not suit to the gospel hall congregation haha...

for we do not have any plan while worship the Lord every sunday... another point is the personal worship is very important too as the leader mentioned at the beginning of the conference...

i wish i can know more musical instrument and get to know more about piano... hope i will get to learn more in piano after i graduate... ^^

after i graduate, there will be a new turning point for me in my life... turn from a student to a teacher, meet new friends, meet new students, meet new church... everything is new to me...
can feel the challenge in front of me...

however, before worry about the challenges after graduate, there's a big challenge waiting for me in this coming august till november... the final practicum session in this last semester... hope everything will going fine and graduate smoothly haha

recently really less time spend with bao bao d... coz of my laziness lo... become fatter and fatter haha... but during this period, i get closer and closer to my other friends....

good sign also~

hometown

上个星期回家
却没有什么好时间陪到家人
都是出去

教堂的活动
朋友的聚会

可是也有去店里帮忙啦
妈妈也没有时间煲汤给我喝
就说：下一次吧

八月的假期
就可以让我一直呆在家里了
哈哈。。。

我很喜欢和教堂的朋友去玩
讲话 打球
讲话很投契
说错话也没有什么东西
等下下就会忘记

至于学院里的朋友策划了去泡温泉
我心里其实也知道我不能去了
因为我的好朋友探访我的日子快到了
好朋友来，怎么去泡温泉

一直在等～等～等～
礼拜日都还没有来
星期一就是泡温泉的时候了
怎么办？怎么办？
因为都很累的关系
所以就跑去买火车票
不打算去泡温泉了
去吃火锅吧～～

早上高高兴兴去火车站
还好早上肚子没有什么感觉的
加上有恐龙陪我在火车站等
恐龙真的长大了
懂得体贴别人了
其实一个人回去
真的很孤单

上了火车
竟然在旁边遇到了教堂的朋友
因为都不是很熟
加上没有什么话题
就hi hi 然后bye bye
然后就各自跑去睡觉了

竟然用了6个小时才回到学院
第一次那么的长时间
长时间没有关系
问题是：很痛！！！
到了中午的时候
肚子就开始痛了
在火车上用睡觉来麻醉自己一下
也挺管用的

可是到了巴士站
等了差不多很久吧
巴士才来
唉～～
在巴士上遇到了同班同学
也没有心情聊天了
一个人
忍着痛
希望快点到房间

终于！！！！
到了！！！！
可是我已经没有体力去吃火锅了
亲爱的火锅
下次吧～

回去快快冲凉
快快把功课打印出来
快快跑去睡觉

连我的室友什么时候回来
我也不知道

最后一次的周年纪念日

刚刚才决定了要去泡温泉
这个主意不错
省钱又能聚在一起
开开心心地去野餐、泡温泉

可是我只怕那个宝宝而已
因为姐姐的婚礼
所以就要赶回来参与这次的温泉一日游
我很明白这样一去一回
他的身体会吃不消的
会搞到自己很累的
可是宝宝说没关系
有得玩就不会累
他都这样说了
我就没话说咯
希望他不会又再次病倒了
他最近很容易生病
唉～

心里很想快点做完功课
可是有疑问
不敢做
怕做错，又要在重新做过我会很头大
我这个人就是这样
要快快做完手头上的东西
心里才会比较踏实一点

好是好
可是也是有坏处的
因为如果有什么变卦的话
就要重新做过
我最讨厌做 double work 的了

成绩

昨天知道了成绩出炉
就跑去查看看
结果让我看到了意想不到的东西
我竟然拿4
4 等于刚刚及格
我人生中的第一个4
竟然在我最后学生生涯最后一年拿到！
打击很大
心情很低落
就跑去睡觉

醒来了
心情也好了一点点
心想：其实都知道会有不好的事情会发生
因为自己的缘故
因为自己的愚蠢
因为自己的叛逆
这都是因为自己咯～
不能埋怨任何人
更不能埋怨上帝
我觉得这次的惩罚已经是轻微的了
感谢主
让我已经有了心理准备
星期日的时候
教堂所带出来的信息就是
“当困难和问题到来的时候，基督徒不要觉得奇怪或惊讶”

我知道这世界上
并没有所谓的巧合
一切都是在上帝的手中的，所以
成绩跌了
proposal有问题
这一切都是安排好的

当人犯罪了
就要承受犯罪后的后果
这个道理并不新鲜
在圣经里面就有提到了

你犯罪了
你也认罪了
并不代表你不需要承担后果
还好他给我惩罚
为什么？
因为当你做错事了
而你的爸爸都不惩罚你
代表他已经不在乎你了
换句话说：他管你去死！
所以？
感谢上帝还是很在乎我的～
希望我吸取教训～
不希望我走上罪恶的道路～
谢谢你！

所以我也有心理准备
去承担这些后果
谁叫我笨蛋、抵挡不住引诱
我觉得庆幸的是
我认罪了
被原谅了
承受后果了
一切都更新了

我知道上帝不会白白地叫我去送死
他一定会带我冲过难关
他永远不会丢下我一个人的
所以我不寂寞～

感谢他依然对我不离不弃
感谢他依然在乎我的死活
感谢他依然原谅我的过犯
感谢他依然把我当作女儿
感谢他依然提供我的需要
感谢他依然接受我这笨蛋
感谢他依然爱我

谢谢！！！
开心～